Coping with Grief After Divorce: Why High-Achieving Women Feel Stuck

5 Key Takeaways

1. High achievement can become a coping mechanism. Success, productivity, and helping others are often ways to avoid facing unresolved grief rather than processing and moving on from it.
2. Grief doesn’t respond to logic. You can’t think, fix, or achieve your way out of grief—healing requires emotional processing, not strategy.
3. Feeling “not okay” doesn’t mean you’re failing. Many high-performing women feel shame when they struggle after loss, but this is a normal part of grief and is not a personal weakness.
4. Avoiding grief creates long-term emotional burnout. Suppressing emotions can lead to nervous system exhaustion, burnout, and even physical symptoms like hair loss over time.
5. Healing requires support, not self-reliance. True recovery happens through connection, with safe spaces, guidance, and the willingness to be seen beyond your roles and achievements.

Highlights

• 00:00 “Hidden Struggles: Healing After Divorce”
• 04:23 “Feeling Inadequate as a Guiding Woman”
• 09:52 Morning Chaos and Workplace Pressure
• 12:29 Corporate Survival Without Authenticity
• 16:48 Embracing Stillness in Yoga
• 18:19 “Connection and Healing Through Community”
• 20:42 “Autoimmune Diseases and Overburden”
• 25:33 Managing Emotional Exiles
• 29:25 Exclusive Somatic Event Announced

FAQs

Why is coping with grief so difficult, even if I’m successful?

Coping with grief can feel harder for high-achieving women because they are used to solving problems and staying in control. Grief doesn’t respond to those “normal” tried and true strategies—it requires emotional processing, not performance.

Can being strong and independent delay grief healing?

Yes, it can delay grief healing. When you rely on strength and independence, it can lead to avoiding emotions instead of processing them. This can delay your healing after divorce and create deeper emotional exhaustion over time.

What is the biggest mistake people make when coping with grief?

One of the biggest mistakes women make after divorce is trying to stay busy or productive to avoid feeling painful emotions or grieving the relationship. While this may provide temporary relief, it often prevents true emotional healing that allows you to move on.

How do I know if I’m avoiding grief instead of healing?

Common signs you’re avoiding grief instead of healing include constant busyness, difficulty slowing down, emotional numbness, and feeling disconnected from other people (and yourself) despite “functioning” well in daily life.

Full Transcript

Dawn Wiggins [00:00:01]:

You can have every degree, every promotion, every glowing review and still be bleeding out on the inside. High performing women know how to win the game, but that doesn’t mean you’re free. Being the strong one doesn’t protect you from trauma, love. It just makes you better at hiding it. And maybe you’ve noticed it too, that you can solve impossible problems for everyone else, but the one thing you can’t outrun is yourself. Hi, love. Welcome to Dear Divorce Diary, the podcast helping divorcees go beyond talk therapy to process your grief, find the healing you crave, and build back your confidence. I’m your host, Dawn Wiggins, a therapist, coach, integrative healer, and your say join me for a fresh approach to healing grief and building your confidence after divorce.

Dawn Wiggins [00:01:07]:

In a few minutes, the ladies and I are going to share the one question that instantly tells us if a smart woman has been using her achievements to outrun her own grief, don’t feel attacked. We are here to support you. Later in the episode, we’re going to talk about the silent burnout tax you’ve probably been paying for years and how to start shifting that and what to do with it. And before we wrap, we are going to tell you the real reason that smart and high achieving women avoid deeper healing. And spoiler. It’s not about a fear of failing. It’s something entirely different. Let’s chat.

Dawn Wiggins [00:01:41]:

Hi, ladies. Good morning.

Coach Tiffini [00:01:42]:

Good morning.

Dawn Wiggins [00:01:44]:

Anybody know any smart women? Smart, high.

Producer Joy [00:01:50]:

Look at, look at this.

Dawn Wiggins [00:01:51]:

High achieving, high performing.

Coach Tiffini [00:01:53]:

We’re surrounded by them. Ah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:01:58]:

I love that. Yeah. And so it’s interesting, right, to be someone who is able to solve so many problems and be so high performing and then really struggle to capture the vulnerability or, or the ability to put that load aside to do your own deep work. Right. We see this with women a lot of.

Coach Tiffini [00:02:22]:

I resonate with this so much because in my prior life, I was a corporate executive and I ran companies and, you know, I oversaw teams and I always felt like, you know, I was a good mentor. You know, I was a great coach to the people who work for me and the women that work for me. And I don’t know, there was something that just didn’t translate to my personal life. So I always felt like in the corporate world I was a badass. I was very high achieving. But in my personal life, I was a hot mess.

Dawn Wiggins [00:02:50]:

I think a lot of women struggle with this. I know. You know, that feels relatable in the sense that as a professional, I have a therapist and it feels like maybe I’m not supposed to struggle so much personally. And I also feel like there’s an image I’ve always needed to uphold, especially when I became a business owner. I think that felt like more pressure that I had to uphold a particular image in order to, you know, make sure people felt safe. Right. To use my services. And I also think about some of the women that have an enormous amount of pressure on them to perform and not show cracks, right.

Dawn Wiggins [00:03:31]:

Think about like our kids, teachers, you know, or our medical professionals, you know what I mean? Like there are just so many smart, high performing women who are problem solvers, who are for our communities and then feel like they can’t crack. You know, other therapists, doctors, people who really, really feel an enormous amount of pressure to maintain a particular. I don’t know, is it image or is it image or is it something else? But level, high level of responsibility, right? And they feel like they cannot show cracks. And I think that must be so painful and challenging to be going through something as painful as divorce and feel like you can’t feel, you know, like you just can’t. You have to hide it all.

Coach Tiffini [00:04:23]:

I feel like there’s shame too in being the woman who has all the answers for everybody else, but you don’t have them for yourself. So, you know, when I was in corporate, I was in an industry that was very male dominated and it was very, very high pressure and high stress. Like it was nothing for me to have employees go to the ER for chest pains monthly, every other month just from the sheer pressure of it. Right. So it’s like these women always look to me as the person to be the calm to their storm. Anytime they had a really crazy meeting or they had a phone call that they needed to take that was insane or whatever, I was always the one that would be in the room with them. And so being able to. Yeah, right.

Coach Tiffini [00:05:05]:

So then like when I turn it around in my personal life and I feel like I’m flound wondering and again, I have answers for everybody else, but not me. I knew that I had a huge mental block there. Like I was not seeing the things that were preventing me from moving forward in my own life. Like I was not self aware enough with myself.

Producer Joy [00:05:22]:

Yeah.

Coach Tiffini [00:05:23]:

And that sucks when you have so much intuition with other people, but when it comes to you, it’s like a blood translate.

Producer Joy [00:05:28]:

Yeah.

Coach Tiffini [00:05:30]:

So there was a lot of shame and confusion for me around that. Like, am I as smart as I think I am? Because, you know, my personal life’s kind of a hot mess right now, you know, like, my dating life, like, I’m picking all the wrong guys and, like, doing all the wrong things and creating all this unnecessary stress for myself. And I just. I could not get the hell out of my own way in my personal life at all.

Dawn Wiggins [00:05:52]:

And I think that just so demonstrates, like, we’re not supposed to heal in isolation. We’re supposed to heal in community. We’re supposed to heal in connection. Right. Like, we literally cannot recover elements of. Of our story and our lived experience and our pain unless it’s done in deep connection. And so it’s so beautiful how, you know, so many people are able to hold that space for other people, but, like, we try to do it without that for ourselves also. I know, Joy, you mentioned this earlier, but that idea that, like, we can’t think ourselves well.

Dawn Wiggins [00:06:24]:

Right. We can’t strategize ourselves well, like, that’s just not a thing we have to feel.

Producer Joy [00:06:29]:

And that’s a layer of.

Dawn Wiggins [00:06:30]:

Yeah.

Producer Joy [00:06:32]:

As a layer of shame in and of itself. Because if we have that. If we have that hype performing, there’s nothing that we can’t do because we’re badass women. But then we can’t do this. Like, it’s. It’s like a level of shame feeling like failure.

Coach Tiffini [00:06:48]:

Failure.

Dawn Wiggins [00:06:50]:

It’s such a lie we tell ourselves. Like, profound lie we tell ourselves.

Coach Tiffini [00:06:57]:

So I always find it so interesting that the women who gravitate to us in our program are women who are really badass, but also who are caregivers, the nurses, the teachers, the therapists, you know, these women who. It’s their job not only to provide for their children emotionally, but then also to provide for people in their own community in some sort of a capacity. So it’s like we attract caregivers.

Dawn Wiggins [00:07:23]:

Mm.

Coach Tiffini [00:07:25]:

And I feel like there’s a lot of shame that we unprogram from them, saying, like, it’s okay that you can care for everyone else, but you really need to start putting yourself. I think that’s a foreign concept. Yeah. It’s hard to let yourself be cared for. So let’s.

Dawn Wiggins [00:07:37]:

Let’s dig into the question. Right. That tells us about the ways in which. Right. A smart woman, a high performing woman, has been using her achievements to outrun her own grief. Right. And. And let’s just like, peel back the COVID on that.

Dawn Wiggins [00:07:51]:

So I want you to take a deep breath. I want everybody to just sort of drop into your body. Right. And I want you to consider this question. I’m going to do it too, right now. Right. We’re all going to do it with you. All right? If you weren’t achieving, fixing, or helping, who would you be? If you weren’t doing something for someone else.

Coach Tiffini [00:08:29]:

Who would you be?

Dawn Wiggins [00:08:32]:

And I just want you to notice what that brings up in your body. I want you to notice what kind of thoughts it brings up. I had a girlfriend. This was years ago now. Grace was probably four, so six years ago at least. And she said to me, you know, if you did nothing today other than just be a person, you would be enough. And I was like, what? Like what? Does not compute, right? So as recently as six years ago, I still very much felt like I had to achieve or perform in order to feel like I was, I don’t know, valuable at the end of that day, you know, the idea of being. Being supported, being provided for, like, that all still felt really foreign to my nervous system.

Dawn Wiggins [00:09:38]:

Really interesting. And it is a nervous system training, right? Like, our nervous systems are trained in certain patterns, and it’s. It’s really pattern based. And so I think it’s a big question, what comes up for you ladies?

Coach Tiffini [00:09:52]:

I just remember I could have the messiest morning with my daughter, you know, when she was younger, like, trying to get her to school. I remember one morning she was trying to eat her cereal in the car line and spilled milk all over the front of her uniform, like it was disgusting. But, like, mornings like that, right, where it’s just like, yeah, anything that can go wrong did go wrong. And when I would pull up to my office building, I’d have to take a break or a big breath, rather, because the second I walked through the door, I was on display. And the way that my staff studied my emotional reactions to everything, I was under a microscope all the time. Because if they didn’t feel safe in my reaction, they didn’t feel safe to be there. And that is a tremendous amount of pressure when you’re on stage and you feel like everyone is looking at you.

Dawn Wiggins [00:10:41]:

Yeah.

Coach Tiffini [00:10:42]:

And I learned how to be that way in other parts of my life, right. I learned to be like that with my quote unquote friends, you know, on dates, even with my family. No, I’m fine. Everything’s fine. You know, I live 600 miles away. Nobody’s gonna know if I’m not fine.

Producer Joy [00:10:58]:

No.

Coach Tiffini [00:10:59]:

There’s only a couple people that I can fly under the bullshit radar with. Which one is my mother. She knows.

Dawn Wiggins [00:11:05]:

She knows I cannot.

Coach Tiffini [00:11:07]:

Yeah, no. Like, there’s certain people that I can’t front with. Right. But I’m the other one I had. Yeah. Like, Don definitely like. And I really, really hated that when we first started working together, because not only will Don call you out in a team meeting and say, hey, you’re not okay today, but then it’s, hey, we need to talk about it. And I’m like, I don’t want to talk about it.

Coach Tiffini [00:11:28]:

But it’s like, you learn how to do that in every other part of your life. It’s like I had everyone else fold.

Producer Joy [00:11:35]:

Yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:11:36]:

So then who are we? Right. When we’re not fixing. And I know, you know, this is for every woman who’s listening to explore right now. Right. But. But so we get so attached to roles as identity, smart, accomplished, caregiving. And so who are we? If we’re not filling a role and we’re not filling a need, who are we?

Coach Tiffini [00:12:03]:

I mean, over the course of my journey in coaching, I’ve learned that it’s so important for me to put myself first. And so I have learned to take a step back and be able to ground and practice different modalities with myself, because I know that if I’m not feeling okay in myself and my body, like, I can’t do the work that I need to do as a healer and a coach. So.

Dawn Wiggins [00:12:26]:

To be that conduit.

Coach Tiffini [00:12:28]:

Yeah.

Producer Joy [00:12:29]:

Yeah.

Coach Tiffini [00:12:29]:

And I think before, I was just surviving in corporate, and that’s why it felt so unauthentic to me, because I just felt like every single day when I got up and I put on my heels and I walked into that office, I was playing a role. There was nothing real about it. And anything that I achieved over the course of my career, which was a ton, Never meant as much as it should have because it just never really resonated with me. It was all part of the bigger survival play.

Dawn Wiggins [00:12:59]:

Yeah. Survival. Yeah. I think we’ve really, like, culturally. Right. Lost track of what it is to be woman feminine. Right. We’ve gone into this.

Dawn Wiggins [00:13:11]:

Like, we’ve. We’ve learned. I feel like we’ve adapted and learned how to celebrate boss babe culture. And, like, I’m grateful.

Producer Joy [00:13:17]:

Right.

Dawn Wiggins [00:13:17]:

I’m a. I’m grateful at least that we did learn how to celebrate that. But also, I think it’s not in our interests to celebrate boss babe culture. Right. Like, I think it felt validating in the greater culture for a moment that we felt seen and celebrated for doing that thing. But also, it’s killing us. And so I think it’s really, really an integral part of recovering from divorce, trauma, childhood, and how those things are all collapsed together. Right.

Dawn Wiggins [00:13:45]:

It’s Integral. To be able to sit in our femininity, to sit in our womanhood, to be able to be. To be able to feel good about that. We are emotional creatures, that we are meant to use that emotion, not necessarily to make decisions. Right. But to feel into our femininity, our wisdom, our view on the world. We’re. We’re meant to feel.

Dawn Wiggins [00:14:15]:

We’re meant to be connect, sit, process, you know, hang out with each other, commune. And I think for most women, there’s not a lot of space and time for all of that. And it’s a massive thing to grieve, and it’s a massive thing to understand that it’s actually affecting your divorce recovery. And it’s fascinating to consider, right. Without community, without some stillness, without some femininity, recovering from divorce is not fully available.

Coach Tiffini [00:14:47]:

And how do you drop into your femininity when everything you’re doing is taking care of your children, working the corporate job, and. And having all these other people look at you because you are a badass in the workplace. Right. Me and my best friend, we joke about this all the time. And I know that people probably, like, if you look over the course of my life, you probably assume that I’m like, this hardcore feminist, and. And in some ways, I am. Right. But also.

Coach Tiffini [00:15:09]:

Also, I want to dress in a dress and bake pies and shit. Like, literally, I feel like I’m very proud of, like, all the lengths that we as women have gone to for, you know, different rights that we have.

Dawn Wiggins [00:15:20]:

Yeah.

Coach Tiffini [00:15:21]:

But sometimes her and I joke and laugh, and we’re like, some bitch took it too far because we just want to big pies, and we just want to hang out. I mean, like, so that’s what it is. And I feel like, too, like, women are designed to be all of these things and softness. And I always remember, like, my dad is somebody that’s followed my corporate career for a long time, and he was always my biggest chee leader. And he would see me in meetings, you know, and he would see how I worked. And, you know, he would say to me, tiffany, you understand when you walk into a room with all of these other men that you have the biggest balls in the room. And it. It would crack me up.

Coach Tiffini [00:15:52]:

But it was the truth. It was the truth because I couldn’t afford to falter or embrace any type of femininity or show emotion or do anything that was going to make people look at me as weak.

Dawn Wiggins [00:16:05]:

Well, and I think that that happens a lot also, like, as women are going through litigation in the divorce process, right? No weakness. Yeah. Be tough, be strong, all of that. But I think that it’s. It’s killing us, right? It was killing me. It was killing me. The hustle, grind. Yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:16:21]:

I think that there were a lot of things that helped me drop into femininity more over the years. Yoga was one of them. Like, and I don’t mean, I don’t mean like power yoga, right? I’m not talking about vinyasa, like power flow. I’m talking about the slower forms of yoga. And it’s funny when you talk to women about trying yoga when they’ve not done it before, and they’re usually like, smart, high achieving women who are trying.

Coach Tiffini [00:16:47]:

To outrun their problems.

Dawn Wiggins [00:16:48]:

They’re like, I hate yoga. It’s too slow, it’s too boring. Or if they do like yoga, it’s like fitness yoga. You know what I mean? But that’s not what I mean. I mean like slow flow, hatha breath, focused yin, you know, like types of yoga that call for stillness and breath. And I think that that is a really deeply valuable way for women to start moving in the direction of femininity and, and still be achieving, if you will. You know what I mean? Because you could go to a yoga class and you can move your body and you can be productive in, you know, burning a calorie, moving your body, supporting your lymphatic system and your nervous system, but be really connecting with your breath in the class. And if that feels hard to you, it’s probably the thing you need to do.

Dawn Wiggins [00:17:34]:

So yoga was probably one of the most profound things that really helped me start to shift into my feminine body more and to be more in touch with my nervous system. I think EMDR for sure helped. Beach walks helped, right? Like connecting in nature. I think when we get outside of the walls of the buildings we live in, we’re able to capture some perspective more, right? Because when we’re constantly in the four walls of the buildings, we’re in it really. I mean, number one, from a frequency perspective, vibrationally, right? Takes us out of flow. And number two, we start to really, like, fall into this lull that like, what goes on in the walls is, is. It is the thing, right? And it’s. It’s not the thing.

Dawn Wiggins [00:18:19]:

Like, it’s, you know, it’s the world, right? It’s the world, it’s not the creation, you know, like, so I think connecting in big nature is very, very helpful for being able to reconnect with being. And so I think being community too, right? Like, you know, y’ all have heard me talk about post divorce and, like, the duplex I lived next to my girlfriend Lauren, and. But just being able to, like, sit on a sofa and hold a girlfriend’s hand, like, super feminine thing to do, you know, and to have that person that you can sort of drop in and put your head on their shoulder and have someone to call. And I definitely did a lot of that in the groups that I was in. Right. Whether it was group therapy or Al Anon made sure I had a list of women that I could literally physically connect with, that could be safe spaces. And then you know, later. Later on, obviously, like, homeopathy is sort of the most profound and fastest energetic shift.

Dawn Wiggins [00:19:12]:

Right. To be able to downregulate the nervous system enough that you can very quickly feel safer to be rather than do.

Coach Tiffini [00:19:21]:

For me, I think it was homeopathy. Like, obviously, like, that was a huge piece of my journey through, going through emdr. But sepia, for me, did wonders. I mean, sepia made me feel like I had a heart again. It made me feel like I could be a nurturer, that I could be soft and loving without losing that edge. I always find it so interesting how, when we start dealing with women in our program, how they look physically in the beginning versus how they look physically at the end. Because all of them, it’s like they come in and they’re super hard, and that’s all over their face. Yes.

Coach Tiffini [00:19:57]:

And, like, by the end, it’s like they come on camera and they’re just glowing, you know, and there’s this big, like, exhale and relief and, like, I love seeing how they’re able to embrace their femininity and they finally feel like they’re in a healed state and they don’t have to have that hard exterior anymore.

Dawn Wiggins [00:20:12]:

And maybe not never. Right. Because those are things that we reach for sometimes when we get either triggered into an old pattern or, you know, it’s still a tool in our toolkit. Right. But it’s not a chronic state of being anymore. Yeah. All of our faces have changed, too.

Coach Tiffini [00:20:30]:

Mine did. I mean, I. When I started using sepia. And now, like, when I’m looking in the mirror, I feel more feminine. I feel softer. Softer and not as edgy. Yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:20:42]:

So all of this doing rather than being right, achieving rather than being cared for, it’s shredding our nervous systems. And I think that what I see so many women experiencing is getting to this place where then all of a sudden, they get diagnosed with autoimmune. Conditions. And there’s such a high correlation between autoimmune disease, trauma, nervous system distress, and doing rather than being right. And so I just want to really encourage any woman that has been diagnosed with an autoimmune condition, because that is the tax that you pay eventually, right? That if you don’t start getting a handle on all of this, you end up sort of at a tipping point in the nervous system, right, where all of that, that you’ve been suppressing and repressing becomes physical disease state in the body, and then the work is that much more. Right? So I just want to encourage any woman who sort of has been considering this. Right. Or has recently been diagnosed with an autoimmune condition.

Dawn Wiggins [00:21:48]:

These things are reversible, they are unwindable, they are completely treatable using all the tools we use right. In our program. It’s not any one tool. There’s no one size fits all, one magic bullet that’s going to recover all of this, you know, culture of high achievement or, you know, productivity. But there is so much reason to hope if you can start taking baby steps in the direction of reclaiming femininity, an integrated one.

Coach Tiffini [00:22:20]:

And, I mean, I had two. Two issues at the beginning of last year that were autoimmune related that I was told I would always just deal with. It was something I had to learn to deal with, that there was not a cause for them, there was not a reason I had them, but they were very problematic crimes that I was experiencing. Yeah, should be a crime.

Dawn Wiggins [00:22:38]:

Just, no women that, yeah, there’s not a cause.

Coach Tiffini [00:22:42]:

Like, there wasn’t something that they could point to and tell me that. It’s like, hey, just avoid these foods and you’ll be fine. And it’s like, what the. Like, I don’t know. So then I started doing homeopathy right around the same time. And. And literally when I went for my tests, I was cleared of everything. Like, everything was clear at that point.

Coach Tiffini [00:23:00]:

And, you know, if that didn’t make me an advocate before for it, it certainly does now. And, you know, I tell women all the time, like, whatever you’re experiencing, whether it’s perimenopause, pre menopausal, you know, there are remedies that I have taken that literally alleviate. And when I tell you that I used to have the most painful menstrual cramps, I used to rage, I used to be a complete. I used to cry, like, everything around the time of my period. And after three months on sepia, I don’t even know when it’s coming, like it literally just appears and I’m like, whoa, okay. But there’s no cramps anymore. There’s no emotional distress. There’s nothing.

Coach Tiffini [00:23:36]:

So for me it’s like, why wouldn’t you want to try it?

Dawn Wiggins [00:23:39]:

That remedy?

Coach Tiffini [00:23:40]:

What other thing is on the market that’s gonna say, hey, like yeah, absolutely, yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:23:44]:

And not every woman is gonna have that much. Right. Like it’s, that’s a very well paired remedy for you, like in general, like not just for the situational issue. Right. But like it’s a good remedy for you. Yeah. So, but, but for some, for another woman it might be a different remedy. Yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:24:00]:

Okay, so let’s talk about the real reason. We’ve talked about some of the reasons, right. That our nervous systems have patterns that you know, other people are looking at us or expecting us to do certain things or the very real realities and responsibilities. Right. But what’s the real, real, real reason that high performing, smart women don’t want to dig deeper? Maybe it’s not even don’t want to dig deeper, feel like they can’t. Maybe that’s more well said, right? Feel like they can’t.

Producer Joy [00:24:32]:

That’s a hard pill to swallow to ask for help or to say you can’t. Like high achieving women, like for them to come to the table and be like, I can’t do this when their identity is historically been kick ass. I can accomplish any task, I can climb any mountain. I can do you know what I mean? So there’s a level of.

Coach Tiffini [00:24:57]:

There’s a.

Producer Joy [00:24:57]:

Lot of humility and like it’s not safe to be able to say, but I can’t do this. This is something, this is a mountain I can’t climb by myself. And it’s a lot of shame based not being able to perform that well.

Dawn Wiggins [00:25:17]:

Coach Tiffany, what would you say from an IFS perspective is the real reason women don’t really high achieving women, productivity based women don’t feel safe. What’s happening from a parts perspective inside of this beautiful woman.

Coach Tiffini [00:25:33]:

So there’s going to be a couple different exiles that we call them or feelings. Right. So you know, for me it would be a guilty part, you know, ashamed part that they’re kind of covering up. And then of course your managers are going to take flight. So that’s going to be your perfectionist manager or your overworking manager. You know, I feel like the reason, one of the reasons why I was such a badass in my career is because I was using it as a way to deflect all of the things I didn’t want to feel. Right. So for me, trying to come to the table and finally saying, hey, I need emdr, I need another modality because this is not working anymore for me.

Coach Tiffini [00:26:07]:

It was like, but if I take the time and do this, what else is going to fall apart? Was my fear? Am I going to be able to heal and still be able to maintain myself from a work perspective or is everything going to go to. Is everything just going to unravel and fall apart? That was my biggest fear.

Dawn Wiggins [00:26:27]:

Well, yeah, from an IFS perspective. Right. The system has worked in the cohesive way the system has worked to keep us alive. Right. So from a nervous system, IFS perspective, the system really perceives that the way it functions is keeping us alive. It’s a survival based programming. Yeah. And so there’s some deep seated fear that like, this doesn’t work without this old system.

Dawn Wiggins [00:26:52]:

Yeah, yeah. I remember even this was years ago now, but I remember, Joy, you saying when we were talking about you starting EMDR this idea, but I don’t know who I’ll be. Right. It’s like, yeah, this lost. This idea that what if I’m lost? Right. Like I don’t know who I’m gonna be or. Yeah. So there’s a lot of layers.

Producer Joy [00:27:13]:

I can feel it in my body that day.

Dawn Wiggins [00:27:16]:

Those words or what?

Producer Joy [00:27:17]:

Yeah, yeah. You saying those words to me. I remember feeling that in my body of just like so fearful and so sure of who I was and what I like. No, I like who I am. I don’t know who I’m going to be on the other side of this. So, like, I don’t want to do it.

Dawn Wiggins [00:27:38]:

Mm, mm.

Coach Tiffini [00:27:39]:

Also from an IFS perspective, you’ve got that ugly controller manager, and every high performing woman has it. Every high performing woman has a controller manager. You do not like to feel out of control. And healing feels really out of control.

Dawn Wiggins [00:27:53]:

That’s right.

Coach Tiffini [00:27:54]:

You can’t heal without letting go. Yeah. Correct, correct. So, like, I’ll have like Joy, she has a controller manager. When we did ifs, she sat there and she’s like, but what questions are you gonna ask me? And I’ve had other clients say to me that have controller managers, you know, well, what’s going to happen? What are we going to talk about? And I don’t tell you on purpose because I want that manager activated when you come in because I want to poke a little bit, you know, But I mean, my entire life fit in a box. I had a really hard time Stepping out of anything that felt uncomfortable, like I didn’t want it.

Dawn Wiggins [00:28:26]:

Like a theoretical.

Coach Tiffini [00:28:27]:

There’s a lot of fear in that.

Dawn Wiggins [00:28:28]:

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. And I think that’s what also sets us apart. Right. Is that when we come from an IFS perspective paired with, obviously, somatics and homeopathy, we know when you have these parts come up and we know how to help those parts feel safe. And that’s trauma informed care. Right. And that’s where we shine as a team. Yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:28:52]:

Is helping each of those parts feel safe enough that they can take on new strategies for survival that are more balanced. Right.

Coach Tiffini [00:29:01]:

And to me, there’s no better feeling than hearing a client say, I need to tell you this. I’ve never told anyone this before. I love that. Because it’s like that safety that we’re providing in our programs is a place for women to feel seen and not judged and really get to embrace all of the darkness and all of the light together. And that’s what you truly, truly need.

Producer Joy [00:29:22]:

Yeah.

Dawn Wiggins [00:29:25]:

If you don’t know and you haven’t heard, tomorrow night we are doing our first ever premium subscriber only somatic event where if you are a premium subscriber, you get to come to this event. We’re going to walk through my favorite somatic exercise that I’ve been doing in session with clients and in my family, with my kid and myself, and you name it. So we are going to help women really shed and put down the pain they’re carrying, the rage they’re carrying, and sleep better, because that’s what this somatic exercise does. So if you are not a premium subscriber or you haven’t signed up for this event, please be sure to do that. It is going to be Wednesday, August 27th at 8pm Eastern. Cannot wait to see you there. Love you so much. Peace.

Dawn Wiggins [00:30:18]:

Dear Divorce Diary is a podcast by My Coach Dawn. You can find more at mycoachdawn.com.